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Thursday, August 17, 2006
I love because He love me first :) @ 11:03 PM
Hehe.... I'm back!!! Finally found my login ID and PW.. keke... had got Sharon to remember the ID for me, thus all i need is to make sure I remember my password hahahahaha..
Hmm... wanted to share an incident that upset me alot yest... let's keep this a secret okie? Was on my way to prepare lunch for the training grp in my company, MT called me suddenly and started to raise his voice to qn me over some small thing, as he continue, I got provoked and decide to fight back by questioning him, appearently he didn't want to listen and continue with his reasoning etc... till I reach my office, I get so fed up and decided to end the conversation saying "I'm not in the mood to talk to you now!!!"
Really don't understand why must he always make trouble for me, can't he just learn to support people abit more? Why must he always create chaos when everything can be settle peacefully... why must wait till msg being pass down to everyone then he starts to raise his 'qn' over how things will turn out badly... If he could use the time scolding me to call his people, everything could had been done and all these unhappiness would not had happened... why must he always ruin my day by his st***d reasoning????!!! St***d MT!!! Argh!!!
Then kor called me shortly after and I cried while telling him what happened... glad my kor was there to pacify and listen to all my unhappiness...
At night, saw LZ in msn and told him my fedup-ness with MT, and really just want to push everything to MT and make him experience what I've gone through. If he can do all that I've been doing for a few mths, and everyhting turns out fine, and can still maintain that smile, I will kowtow to him!!! But LZ say I can wait long long and start to dream now... Hmm... well... been dreaming about that day since very long time ago... Now preparing my jie ban ren, better make sure they buck up and can take over everything asap then I will be freed up and move on to do other thing! Yeah! I'm dreaming, I believe 1 fine day, my dream will come true, and God's lovely Baobao say a BIG AMEN!!!!
This whole thing finally came to an end this morning, when I decide to obey what God told me the night before...
Last night I prayed, cried and complained about what happened... I believe God does heard my cry and see my heartache, He reminded me what kor shared with me a few wks ago...
... That I must have a bigger heart to forgive people, to be able to give and take or compromise, as long as end of the day the goal is met, everyone is happy etc and that we love cos God loves us 1st, not just me, but also our enemies, how can we bear hatrel on what God loves?...
Well.. spiritual warefare aroses before I msg MT to ask him to go ahead what he had in mind... My mind was full of struggle that if I compromise, MT will think I'm weak, I'm scared of him etc... But Love covers all things, it's better than we insist on doing our own way, and create more trouble end of the day....
God is great all the time! And all the time, God is great!!!
Hehe.... I'm back!!! Finally found my login ID and PW.. keke... had got Sharon to remember the ID for me, thus all i need is to make sure I remember my password hahahahaha..
Hmm... wanted to share an incident that upset me alot yest... let's keep this a secret okie? Was on my way to prepare lunch for the training grp in my company, MT called me suddenly and started to raise his voice to qn me over some small thing, as he continue, I got provoked and decide to fight back by questioning him, appearently he didn't want to listen and continue with his reasoning etc... till I reach my office, I get so fed up and decided to end the conversation saying "I'm not in the mood to talk to you now!!!"
Really don't understand why must he always make trouble for me, can't he just learn to support people abit more? Why must he always create chaos when everything can be settle peacefully... why must wait till msg being pass down to everyone then he starts to raise his 'qn' over how things will turn out badly... If he could use the time scolding me to call his people, everything could had been done and all these unhappiness would not had happened... why must he always ruin my day by his st***d reasoning????!!! St***d MT!!! Argh!!!
Then kor called me shortly after and I cried while telling him what happened... glad my kor was there to pacify and listen to all my unhappiness...
At night, saw LZ in msn and told him my fedup-ness with MT, and really just want to push everything to MT and make him experience what I've gone through. If he can do all that I've been doing for a few mths, and everyhting turns out fine, and can still maintain that smile, I will kowtow to him!!! But LZ say I can wait long long and start to dream now... Hmm... well... been dreaming about that day since very long time ago... Now preparing my jie ban ren, better make sure they buck up and can take over everything asap then I will be freed up and move on to do other thing! Yeah! I'm dreaming, I believe 1 fine day, my dream will come true, and God's lovely Baobao say a BIG AMEN!!!!
This whole thing finally came to an end this morning, when I decide to obey what God told me the night before...
Last night I prayed, cried and complained about what happened... I believe God does heard my cry and see my heartache, He reminded me what kor shared with me a few wks ago...
... That I must have a bigger heart to forgive people, to be able to give and take or compromise, as long as end of the day the goal is met, everyone is happy etc and that we love cos God loves us 1st, not just me, but also our enemies, how can we bear hatrel on what God loves?...
Well.. spiritual warefare aroses before I msg MT to ask him to go ahead what he had in mind... My mind was full of struggle that if I compromise, MT will think I'm weak, I'm scared of him etc... But Love covers all things, it's better than we insist on doing our own way, and create more trouble end of the day....
God is great all the time! And all the time, God is great!!!
some changes done
Will update soon~
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Thursday, August 17, 2006
I love because He love me first :) @ 11:03 PM 
