Tuesday, March 25, 2008

@ 12:11 AM

yeah no time no see...
Easter was just over... this yr Easter drama was different! Modern man jump into history and witness the crucification of Christ and understand the meaning of forgiveness :)

I attended svc at JW on Sunday, was seated at Alpha 2 row 2, yea, Jesus walk past me and I could see all the 'blood stain' on the stage steps during preaching!
It's a repeated story done by the drama team few yrs back at SIS, with new songs.

Heard 2 msgs out of 3 or 4... of what will
1)Shame
2) Forgiveness
do to you

Former will cause you withdraw yourself from seeking love and care from people
Latter will cause a part of your body to give a certain chemical that will harm your body by increase in high cholesterol, heart attack etc...

Ya so I shall be more forgiving and nto be ashame of myself or of Jesus, cos He is the reason why I'm here and what I'm here for :)

activated myself for 4 svc... and all 4 svc did Bravo 2... I don't know why also haha :P but really all 4 svc are bravo 2! haha
Fri with Rachel, Fri with Lorraine
as usual was a quite one on Fri (svc 1 & 2) as Rachel did all the answer and comms.
Start to talk more on Sat (svc 3 & 4) yeah haha

Thanks to all the ushers and late-comers who helped me to fill some of the loopholes, though some were unwilling... hmm... shan't comment much :P

Had lunch with kor on Sat, hehe and cracked a super lame joke?
His car is old.. and scare of sunburnt... thus make noise (alarm will go off) when it's under the sun for too long.. so I say... He must apply sunblock on his car to protect him... hmm... nvm... only I can understand my own joke :)

On the way to logis from carpark, we saw the Cross and took a pic with it, I will carry the cross and crucify myself everyday! (will upload pic when I got it from Jen)

Over the wkend, settle some thoughts of what I shall really do.. what can I do to protect myself not to think too much when nothing gonna happen, or not yet happen... it's not healthy for me to think or focus too much on the uncertainty... shall learn to say no and have my own stand!

Yeah having my own stand will protect me from being hurt.. unnecessary hurt, and from being burnt out... I shall focus on Jesus and not my surround... next I shall draw myself out of the problem and stand beside Jesus looking at the problem/ situation through His eyes, I can have a better, clearer view!

was telling Xiu and Fen that I do feel weird of hanging out with some people whom I used be close and hang out with... maybe things happened and make me reconsider of who really are worthy to be my friends.. and who are just hmm... acquaintances? not that I'm highly up there and the rest are not worthy... but oh well... I cant possibly be friends with everyone... I have to choose carefully... people who will weep with me when I weep, rejoice with me when I do!

It is when Robb Thomson said this during 1 of the svc, in life I'm blessed to have a few friends! :)
Yes I do have friends! Thank You Jesus! You are my bestest Friend!!!

Tuesday, March 25, 2008

@ 12:11 AM

yeah no time no see...
Easter was just over... this yr Easter drama was different! Modern man jump into history and witness the crucification of Christ and understand the meaning of forgiveness :)

I attended svc at JW on Sunday, was seated at Alpha 2 row 2, yea, Jesus walk past me and I could see all the 'blood stain' on the stage steps during preaching!
It's a repeated story done by the drama team few yrs back at SIS, with new songs.

Heard 2 msgs out of 3 or 4... of what will
1)Shame
2) Forgiveness
do to you

Former will cause you withdraw yourself from seeking love and care from people
Latter will cause a part of your body to give a certain chemical that will harm your body by increase in high cholesterol, heart attack etc...

Ya so I shall be more forgiving and nto be ashame of myself or of Jesus, cos He is the reason why I'm here and what I'm here for :)

activated myself for 4 svc... and all 4 svc did Bravo 2... I don't know why also haha :P but really all 4 svc are bravo 2! haha
Fri with Rachel, Fri with Lorraine
as usual was a quite one on Fri (svc 1 & 2) as Rachel did all the answer and comms.
Start to talk more on Sat (svc 3 & 4) yeah haha

Thanks to all the ushers and late-comers who helped me to fill some of the loopholes, though some were unwilling... hmm... shan't comment much :P

Had lunch with kor on Sat, hehe and cracked a super lame joke?
His car is old.. and scare of sunburnt... thus make noise (alarm will go off) when it's under the sun for too long.. so I say... He must apply sunblock on his car to protect him... hmm... nvm... only I can understand my own joke :)

On the way to logis from carpark, we saw the Cross and took a pic with it, I will carry the cross and crucify myself everyday! (will upload pic when I got it from Jen)

Over the wkend, settle some thoughts of what I shall really do.. what can I do to protect myself not to think too much when nothing gonna happen, or not yet happen... it's not healthy for me to think or focus too much on the uncertainty... shall learn to say no and have my own stand!

Yeah having my own stand will protect me from being hurt.. unnecessary hurt, and from being burnt out... I shall focus on Jesus and not my surround... next I shall draw myself out of the problem and stand beside Jesus looking at the problem/ situation through His eyes, I can have a better, clearer view!

was telling Xiu and Fen that I do feel weird of hanging out with some people whom I used be close and hang out with... maybe things happened and make me reconsider of who really are worthy to be my friends.. and who are just hmm... acquaintances? not that I'm highly up there and the rest are not worthy... but oh well... I cant possibly be friends with everyone... I have to choose carefully... people who will weep with me when I weep, rejoice with me when I do!

It is when Robb Thomson said this during 1 of the svc, in life I'm blessed to have a few friends! :)
Yes I do have friends! Thank You Jesus! You are my bestest Friend!!!